JESSE IHDE

nothing is perfect. everything is right.

Wednesday

31

January 2018

Together Together

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by | January 31, 2018
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Today is my anniversary. I’m not one for PDA on social. It weirds me out. So instead of telling you how much I love this guy, because I already told him to his actual face, I want to tell you what fourteen years of marriage has been like.

Hard. J/k. Sort of. And beautiful.

Thursday

11

January 2018

Introduction

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by | January 11, 2018
Posted in Hope

Thick & Thin Thick and thin is what this life is. I hold inside of me the seasons of darkness as well as the Life of Light. I do not shed who I used to be; I hold her dear to me. That gone girl is not gone. She holds a page in my book. Her shadows are what make her. I can smell her Menthol Milds and her Marlboro Lights in her black and white hair. I taste her sensuality and her rebellion. She is thrashing about to find her way. And there is no other way into the …

Monday

1

January 2018

Dancing with 2018

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by | January 1, 2018
Posted in General, Personal Growth, Spiritual

  New Years Day feels tender this year. I let myself linger in bed a little longer this morning; not really wanting to move from old to new. The past two years held so much change, so much thrashing, trying to figure it out. On good days we were barely falling forward. So I don’t want to move too quickly. I want to wait there in my bed, holding my breath wishing I knew what the year held. The New Year seems to always hold this question in her hands, “What now?” I’m staring back at her with uncertainty, doubt, …

Tuesday

9

May 2017

Bearing the Chalice

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by | May 9, 2017
Posted in General, Spiritual

There is a crack in everything. That’s how the light get’s in. -Leonard Cohen All the windows in the room of life feel broken. Difficult relationships. Lost jobs. Lost friends. Cancer. Unemployment. Wayward teenagers. Innocent children shot in our streets. A lifetime of dysfunction does not heal in a single night. A system of oppression does not end with a verdict. A new pair of blue jeans doesn’t mend a broken heart. New jobs don’t soften the sting of resignations and rejection. I’m wandering around the room looking for Light, begging Hope to show up. I can’t go back to the days when …

Monday

17

April 2017

The Day After The Resurrection

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by | April 17, 2017
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Today is the day after the resurrection. I’m sitting outside on this perfect dewy morning thinking about the Easter celebration. We have family in town and it always feels so good to stand next to the people you love in worship and in claiming your Belief. A dear friend of mine visited our tiny church and her very presence, so quiet and sincere, ushers in a Holy Spirit feeling. Worship was raucous. The band missed a few words in the songs which I always love because no one in our tiny church cares and we are all singing loudly on …